Things to come...

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Things to come...

I don't give a damn for a man that can only spell a word one way. Mark Twain

I woke up and it was never the same .. Id been so drunk the night before that when I finally went to bed about 4 am that when I laid down in the bed and looked up at the light fixture I got the worst case of the spins in my life .. I almost had a fucking frek out and a voice in my head screamed .. put your foot on the floor and breathe you pussy .. just had to have those last 3 or 4 shots huh bad ass.. fuck you free booze is free booze and nothing will fuck you up like free booze..

Shit !! I feel horrible I thought as I woke up .. oh god I feel queasy .. the sun was shinning into my bedroom like the fucking bat signal and I had to put my hand up in front of my eyes just so I could look over at my alarm clock on the night stand .. 1pm jesus !!! id practically killed a whole Saturday being a drunk fuck .. I groaned laid back in the bed and looked at Jennifer she was laying there in a tank top and panties with her back to me .. her long blond laying on the pillow behind her and down her back .. she always looked so good and I smiled at least she was still there I guess I hadn't fucked up to bad last night

I struggled to open my eyes as I laid there on my back looking up at the ceiling fan turning slowly .. I sniffed a bit and my first thought was damn it smells like booze and reefer in here .. I yawned and stretched and it felt like I ate sand paper and broken glass not to mention my mouth tasted like petrified possum pussy .. fuck !!! why do I do this to myself ? I felt jen breathing lightly moving in here sleep readjusting her head on the pillow .. I put my right hand on her ass and just laid there a moment rubbing circles on her blue panties ..

I thought about last night and going straight from work to meet jen at a bar where I had met her a few months before .. we had planned to meet there after work have a couple drinks and go to dinner with some other friends .. I had swung by the bank after work to put my check in.. then a convince store for cigarettes .. I was in a fine mood !!! a shit eating grin the whole time I was 22 years old I had a great job and I was banging what seemed to me like an awesome chic .. the sky was the fucking limit .. I was full of myself and riding high .. little did I know then was that life could turn on a dime and smack you down without a care ..

Stay tuned for Part 2 this weekend .. V Nasty    

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Freedom Is Slavery

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Freedom Is Slavery

War is peace. Freedom is slavery. Ignorance is strength. George Orwell

Say some people just bust into your house and say they don't like how your living even if you've been that way forever.. guns drawn and tell you if you don't start believing the way we do we are gonna take all your shit your house and leave you with nothing.. what would you do ? just say ok sure your way sounds awesome just sign me up.. or are you gonna fight back ?

say you go over to your neighbors house and you tell him because he is Jehovah Witness and because he is your gonna surround his house and nothing fucking goes in or out until you change and become the religion we want you too be .. what would you do ? fight back ?

someone comes to your business and tells you .. you only do business with the ones we have on this list and if you do business with anyone else and we will take the business you've worked for for years and we will also put you and your employees in jail .. what would you do ? Fight back ?  

What if someone showed up at your house every week and say you owe them money and if you don't give it to me I will start taking your shit .. what would you do ? fight back ?

How long can these kinda things go on ? how long can they hold the people back that they treat this way ? do you think when they are perpetrating this kinda shit they know they are wrong ? or are they just like me and you and don't think it could come to war ..

The curtain is already being pulled back for all the citizens to see the inner workings .. mass communication and the connection we all have to each other now in the information age is making it harder and harder for the powers that be to just white wash everything

its not that the world is getting worse its that now we get too see all the bullshit and injustice in real time in most cases .. and its getting harder and harder to hold back the tide that is rising against them .. no wonder they want to take away guns and education .. nothing easier than too fuck over stupid people that have no means of fighting back .. welcome to 2017 my fellow sheep

V Nasty 614

 

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Welcome To The Shit show !!!

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Welcome To The Shit show !!!

Stuck on Stupid ...

So this is it ? this is life ? your telling me its 2017 and we just keep on living the way we do based mainly on ideas and rules that are over 2000 years old ,, yet everything else in our life gets regular updates .. so your saying even things like our phone and computers get proper updates .. yet we still follow a book that is mostly just bullshit .. and try to act according to a god no one can proves exist ...  lol fuck me right

This life we know began what ? a couple hundred thousand years ago ? From being chased by saber tooth cats to figuring out the fastest way to get porn and pizza .. which by the way im a fan of both .. burning bushes people parting seas and walking on water... the worlds largest floating zoo  filled with two of each animal on the planet built by a crazy drunk .. and we all sprang from a buncha incestuous floating zoo keepers .. am I getting this right ?

People killing themselves cause they get a buncha virgins in the next life ? fuck that just give me one dirty girl and im straight and ill keep what life I have thank ya very much ..still worried about two dudes fucking cause some fulla shit books says its wrong .. what the fuck does that mean anyway ? no premarital sex.. no divorce no matter how crazy the bitch is .. and no meat on Friday ? im still perplexed by that one .. a dude that turns water into wine spends three days in hell comes back alive .. wut !!!?? and that bad ass dude aint still here ? he spent 3 days in hell and was resurrected.. but he died for our sins ? he was born to be a scape goat so that me and you might get to some place no one has ever been through .. ever !!!!

No one has a fucking clue its beliefe and faith based on nothing anyone can prove never have been able to and probally never will .. that's not the lest bit shaky To you ? hell we got insurance for everything on earth and the only one we have for life is that .. here follow this shit that seems really made up and youll have eternal life .. imma need to do some research on that plan.. sounds like some bullshit..

I sure hope they got big bootie women and bacon in heaven or its gonna suck and im giving a bad review in yelp

V Nasty 614

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Bad Hardees .... The Legend of

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Bad Hardees .... The Legend of

I hadn't smoked weed inna bout 10 years .. so I figured why the fuck not ? everything else was going ta shit right now imma smoke me gotdamn weed get stoned and enjoy my afternoon.. only if it had worked out that easy

That first stoning after a lay off can be a 3 alarm meltdown or maybe that's just me .. either fucking way I should have known better than to just jump off head first .. but ive never been known to half ass getting fucked up .. if im gonna get fucked up im getting all the way fucked up.. which is why I don't get fucked up anymore im allergic to it .. I break out in handcuffs

No big deal a few tokes im good .. only problem was I was at work it was my lunch hour and I hadn't been stoned in the better part of a decde

I walk out of work straight apprehensive .. everyone I worked with knew damn well I didn't smoke but I knew for a fact that if I walked out into the parking lot I had my choice of cars people where getting ripped in it was only a matter of who I wanted to smoke with and who could keep their fucking cock holster closed .. I walked through the parking lot with the confidence of a seasoned fiend or at least I hoped o my eyes darting around like I was a serve in search of a 10 dollar rock .. what the fuck !!! I was already paranoid and hadn't hit shit yet

I spotted the silver car I was looking for with tented windows.. in my mind I was laughing a nervous laugh and saying these fuckers are gonna be freaked out when I tap on this window and tell em let me hit that shit its gonna be a fucking hoot !!! I tap on the window and it rolls down .. a man and a woman sitting up front and another dude in the back seat passing a blunt around .. I don't smoke blunts but whatever .. whats up V.I.C the passenger ask me .. its my home boy $ yea we call him money lol fucking nic names right .. lemme hit that blunt !!! he laughs his girlfriend in the driver seat laughs and Day Day in the back says yea right quit bullshitting .. yea we call him day day .. im like no bullshit lemme hit .. $ hands the blunt too me and his expression that he has on his face says yea right vic is fucking with us but here ya go .. he says hit it then ..

STOP HOLD UP !! I should have known not to hit that fucker too hard or I was gonna be stoned at work and I haven't been stoned on a job since my early twenties I shoulda known better but I was like fuck it hit that shit champ

I stick my head into the window lift the blunt to my lips and hit that shit like my is Willie Snoop and they don't say shit they are shocked to there very core cause ive been saying no for years .. I hit that shit like I got Michael Phelps lungs .. ah fuck its a fucking grape flavored blunt wrap mother fucker I hate flavored blunt wraps doesn't anyone roll with backwoods or Havana tampas anymore not tomention blunts waste too much weed .. but it aint my weed so fuck it I hit thsat shit again like im sucking poison outta my best friends ass cheek ..

When I hit it that hard the second time I knew right then I fucked up .. it hit the bottom of my lungs like a ton of bricks I held it in as long as I could and passed it back and started coughing like I had fucking TB ... woooo buddy ya gotta cough to get off and I knew I was gonna blast off .. they almost said as one in the car I cant believe I cant believe you hit that .. I cleared my eyes from the coughing and said .. Grape blunt wrap really ? what the fuck is wrong with yall .. grape blunt wrap I mutter fuck me .. I knew right then I had about 15 minutes to get my desk inside work and see what this high was gonna do to me .. I laugh my buddy $ laughs rolls the window back up I do an about face and march back into work with ohhhh fuck bouncing around in my head what did I do

Along the way I run into another home boy sitting out back of work smoking a cigarette im like what up dude .. hes like nuttin whats up .. im like chillin just smoked some weed .. he stopped what he was gonna say and said you did what ? I said smoked some weed .. he laughed and said oh fuck with a smile on his face and said you don't smoke weed I was like I did today he laughed again and said shit its just weed fuck it .. fuck it I repeat ,, it had been about 10 minutes and I could feel that cold creeping up on me you get and I was like ah damn let me get back to my desk before I get too fucking high

I get to my desk and I swear word had beat me back to the office I was high and everyone was looking at me with an oh shit smile on their face.. I was like oh man im getting really really high .. eye sight was narrowing my face was cold and I started to salivate .. my buddy and his girlfriend walked in the back door came down the back row of the office where we all sat out our desk next too each others ... im like hey $ im getting super fucking doper high .. he was like youll be alright just chill out

I was so fucking stoned I started melting into my office chair and for some reason I wanted to lay my head on my desk I started feeling woozy .. I was higher than giraffe pussy !!!! higher than astronaut nuts.. amd I couldn't seem to quit slobbering and get my head off my desk like it was velcroed to it .. my other homie dough boy popped up from the partition on the other side of me and said what up vic I said dude im so fucking high I don't know how imma make it .. he laughed like it was the greatest shit he ever heard ,, and said really ? im like yea really mother fucker im stoned like a like a middle eastern whore ... he snickered and said this is gonna be great

As stoned as I was slobbering on my desk with my head down queasy as a mother fucker all I could think was I have no gotdamn idea whatsoever how im going to get through this pre shift meeting much less ta next break 2 hours from then .. so my stoned ass mind came up with the greatest plan ever .. tell em I had some bad hardees for lunch and im sick

psssst ? $ .. hes like what ? psssst $ he laughed as he said what again .. I said dude im fucking high as the hubble telescope hes like no way .. im like im fucking ripped tater chip .. hes like youll be ok .. in my mind im like save me im fucking in hell .. but instead I go pssst again and say .. if someone comes back here and wants to know whats wrong with me tell em I had bad hardees for lunch and im sick .. he laughs and says bad hardees ? I said yes gotdamn it bad hardees.. he says your acting like you've never been stoned before .. Isaid fuck you just do it ... im sitting there fucked to the gills and all this mother fucker can do is do whatever he can to torment the shit outta me slamming shit around poking me asking me the stupidest questions ever ,, he said you wanna know what the funniest shit ever would be ? I mumbled what cock sucker with my mouth on my desk .. the guy that never smokes weed getting fired for smoking weed .. thatd be the greatest shit ever .. oh yea fucking great dick lick just tell em bad hardees

we get through most of the quarter with my head on my desk and ill be gotdamn if I don't see the boss coming up the row where we sat and im like oh fuck .. she stops beside my desk and ask me whats wrong .. $ chimes in and says vic ate some bad hardees hes been sick since lunch .. bad hardees ? she ask .. yea bad hardees I mumble .. shes like youll be ok get on the phone .. I was like this bitch .. dough boy pipes up from across the way bad hardees my ass id pay good money for that kinda bad hardees right now ...

And that was where the legend of bad hardees started and anytime anyone gets too fucked up people say they musta had some bad hardeess

Vic Nasty 614

 

 

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She Was...

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She Was...

     The main reason Santa is so jolly... Is because he knows where all the naughty girls live..     George Carlin

My phone chimed for an incoming text .. its after 10 what the fuck !! .. I grab my phone and looked at who the text was from in order to judge how my attitude was gonna be .. I looked at it and swallowed hard the text said.. im down stairs .. the first thought that ran through my mind was ohhh fuck !! I had been dreading this text and wanting it at the same time for months now

My mind raced in a million different directions in a damn millisecond .. my heart started beating out a death metal drum solo while my breathing suddenly became audible .. i had no idea what to text back for some reason for a change my mind was a total fucking blank .. so i fought to text anything so in all my smoothness i text back .. what the hell are you doing down stairs dot dot dot .. the text that came back a blink later said .. are you alone ?

Yea im fucking alone i scream in my head and you know that i just saw you earlier in the day and mentioned that and you said ok like it was nothing .. right then i should have bailed out .. i glaced at my phone and it said 10:15 .. yup just me whats up ? another text comes back.. Can i come up ? here is my second chance to bail the fuck out and just text back no.. take your ass home we shouldn't do this .. but who am i kidding im gonna tell her to come up .. and that's exactly what i do..

A knock on my door and my heart immediately wants to jump out of my chest and run away down the block .. Don't be a bitch i tell myself .. cast a glace around my apartment to make sure things were in order .. the incense was going i lit 2 seconds before .. INCENSE !!! jesus what is this 1976 !! Pandora was playing some tunes on my computer speakers... the light was low .. ive lost my gotdamn mind!! .. i had just taken a shower so i knew my man machinery was in fine clean working order .. i walk to the door clear my throat and try to calm myself so as not to look like the bitch i felt like

I open the door .. and there she is in the yellow porch light a whirl wind ive been trying to avoid for months .. green eyes looking at me with a worried look on her face.. automatically the smell of her jumps on me .. the shine of her long blond hair the tight jeans and big ass are a battle at this moment i cant win and fuck it im not even gonna fight it .. i smile at her reach out my hand and she takes it with a smile that could make angles fall .. i pull her in kiss her and shut the door

This tell is nothing without context .. She was married .. and at this period of my life i didn't give a shit one way or another .. she was intoxicating dangerous and built to handle a heavy weight .. theres no excuse for being wrong .. but if im crawling through the desert haven't had a drink of water in forever and you hand me a drink.. im taking the fucking drink and im probably not gonna give two shits about who gave it too me

It had been 6 months since my wife and i had split .. and it was one of the top 3 saddest times i had ever saw in life to that point other than my parents dying its the saddest thing ive ever been through .. ive only loved one woman in my life and 7 years later i still love her .. true love never dies it only changes and ill always love her and she will always love me and if i needed something to this day she would do what she could to help me and i her but i pissed on the torch i carried for her long ago

But this woman came along right or wrong .. And renewed in me that i was still a man worthy of something no matter how bogus it was .. i didn't care if she was married i wasn't worried about pissed off husbands or what people thought of me .. i needed straight unadulterated pussy and the rush of doing the wrong thing .. to know that a beautiful woman would fuck with if not fuck up her life to be with me .. and i pulled out every trick i ever had .. the charm the ego stroking told her everything she needed to hear made her feel safe .. itd been a game i played for awhile and the payoff was amazing i don't apologize .. i knew it was wrong still do .. she didn't care about anything but getting off and i made sure it happened .. of course there was the the whole i cant believe im here i don't want you to think bad about me conversation lol i assured her i didn't give two fucks .. and that was what she needed .. and it turned into stolen moments here and there .. a quickie here a quickie there .. feelings became involved and i become the asshole that i am .. do i feel bad ? lol not in the least.. she got what she wanted and she was emotionally and physically unavailable and it turned into nothing but a memory of what could've been when it gets dark and quite some nights..

She was the one who saved me ... V Nasty 614     
 

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The Tribe

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The Tribe

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it. you will be lonely often. and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself ... Fredrich Nietzsche

I spent the first 16 or 17 years of my life fighting it seems .. almost from the time I was born I had to prove I deserved to belong like everyone else .. whether I was chubby or I didn't have the right shoes on or I didn't like the same shit as everyone else did .. to say my goofy ass looked like a mark was an understatement .. and certain kids or even adults zone in on that shit and use it to make you feel like your an outcast or try and use it to subjugate you to their supremacy as if they are better just because they are part of the crowd or perceive themselves as better than you for whatever reason

Now you can live with this .. and live beat down and defeated which ive done a time or two no bullshitting about it .. or you can say look .. your not gonna treat me like this and if you do your gonna pay for it one way or another .. sad to say a lot of people just wont stop when they see you as weak and better than you and they continue in their mistreatment .. and im sad to say when I was younger more often than not it would turn violent .. you gonna life with the names they hurl at you ? how many titty twisters are you gonna eat ? you maybe but by the time I was 7 or 8 years old I was done with that shit and that's when my life started getting violent .. I learned that a swollen lip a black eye or a busted nose was nothing compared to the pain you live with if you let it continue and do nothing .. the looks and the snickers the name calling people taking things from you like your nothing

So you take a stand you fight you don't become a victim you don't become bitter and meaner than your tormentors .. you stand the fuck up you set boundaries and you fight like a mother fucker you earn that dignity you earn that respect .. doesn't matter if you win the fight no one wins that shit someone if not everyone gets in trouble but people start to learn that there is a price to pay for mistreatment ..

I never wanted like that .. I love to laugh and make others laugh im a born joker and kidder .. lets tell jokes and have fun .. eat drink and be merry ya know .. But nope couldn't be that way .. all yea here is mother fuckers hollering across the school hey lard ass how was your trip boom badda boom badda boom .. you know from the movies .. funny now but then that was hurtful shit that would make you hunt up the dude later on and give him a chance to say it to your face and if he didn't youd still go in on him cause he was a coward and thought he was something plus like I said living with that kinda shit everyday is total and utter fucking misery and id rather be in trouble than live with that shit .. id throw the first and the last punch every time and once again id find my fat ass up shits creek with no paddles in sight

Thank god I had great parents .. theyd tell me you cnt fight everyone son sooner or later your gonna run into that bully that fucks you up real good .. so its best to find a new way to go about things .. so I got into sports and gaining more confidence a cliché I know lol and I started learning to talk .. I had the god given ability to talk the gift of gab some call it and natural timing so I got to where I could talk my way outta shit with a joke or a sales job of how bad I was gonna fuck someone up for the simple fact being in trouble all the time is just fucking horrible and finding yourself doing someone elses time is the fucking pits ...

I don't have any answers for any of these issues just the shit ive been through .. this shit has gone on since the dawn of humanity .. someone thinks they are better and they try and prove on those they see as weaker .. its up to you if you live with it .. and if you can maybe that's your answer cause it sure as hell was never mine ...

V Nasty

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We All Fall

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We All Fall

Failure isint fatal.. but failure to change might be .. John Wooden

We all fall it happens .. we all fail sometimes and sometimes you eat that L and have to keep on trucking.. there have been times I owned the day and walked away a champ .. and others I had to lie to myself just to get out of bed for fear of more failure

But somehow 41 years into it ive always found a way to keep going no matter how dark it gets on my side of the city .. I got this technique where I just bury all the bad shit pack it away and never deal with it lol healthy as fuck I know but whatever it takes to reach the top of that next hill ..

Some of us get struck with the struggle though and it becomes all we know .. if we aren't struggling we start too self sabotage because success is too hard to maintain so we fucking pussy out and fall back down to the bottom because we are comfortable there because no one expects anything from a low life savage afraid that he will shit on the table of your parents.. so ya just keep sliding along in life and find yourself what happened to the last 20 years.. just watch out you don't sink down even further cause as they say there is levels to this shit and once you think you've hit rock bottom your like fuck it goes down even further .. this is bullshit lol .. so ya learn even at the bottom you have to maintain a level and hopefully you can maintain a spot close to the top of the bottom in case you see an opportunity pass by you can jump the fuck out real quick and grab it like a monkey at a banana that's flung at him .. one minute your sittin there pulling your dick and the next a gift comes flying atcha that's life right there friend

I guess what im rambling about it is lol I don't have a fucking clue lol and that sometimes when you fall you wont get up there is no heroics you can do no quick thinking you just take that L dead in your face and all you can do is maintain whatever level of the bottom you are at .. whatever you do just keep on going .. its all about movement and options that's what I think makes life worth living giving yourself and loved ones as many options as you can afford..

always remember The Nasty Man Loves Ya ... 614

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100/24/7/365

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100/24/7/365

A Blog ?

What the fuck is that ? Am I supposed to get on here and wax poetic or philosophically ? Bare my soul for the world to creep through and see ? Give some dipshit a platform to tee off on someone they don't even know ? That's the order of the day in 2017 it seems.. An awful lot of people including myself at times talking shit about people places things and ideas they don't even know about much less educated on..

Maybe I will.. Maybe ill do this blog thing about my point of view on shit like it matters and act like know something no one else does .. So I can feel some unreal sense of superiority

And im gonna write it just like it comes out warts and all let that uneducated mind flow .. lol typos misspellings grammatical errors .. ta give you a true sense of the idiotic animal I am .. No proof read no running it by Big Perm .. Just a Gorilla with a fist fulla shit slinging it up against the wall to see what sticks .. Just as I have lived most of my life let the shit fly and hope it works out for the best and mop up the mess of the aftermath

Im gonna bring the world to you from the way I see it.. I hope you get a few chuckles I hope you get angry and say fuck this dude hes a gotdamn idiot .. And also I hope it makes you think something different from what you normally think .. Im not doing this to win hearts and minds but maybe youll kill a little time with me from time to time shake your head and smile

And always remember The Nasty Man Loves Ya ... V Nasty 614

 

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